There's nothing wrong if people around are saying that sometimes,you need to change. I know it's not easy to do it but it's for your own sake.The way you see yourself is not the same as what others can see.We are not judging anyone.We just want someone like YOU to be more mature. You don't need to prove to us that you'll not change because it's how you live and that's who you are or in other way,you'll stay with the old saying "Nobody is perfect". Excuse me,we already know that.Well,we did not say to change everything.
Sorry for being bitter.It's just that whenever we try to say this things to you,you keep on holding to what you believe.
Please stop being a crybaby and playing safe.Just change.
P.S : We're understanding you.It's just sometimes "HINDI KAMI MAKAPAGPIGIL NA,NAPUPUNO NA RIN"
So here's an overview of what had happened in this amazing year! :)
APRIL- It was AWESOME! I made things that I haven't really made in my life particularly drinking beers,going wild(singing in the middle of the night) and going to far places without my parents.And yes,do overnight for I think long days that I don't feel going home.
MAY- Spend/Waste my time/days going to review centers.EPIC! I just did friends with only one group in Vel Maris(Dasma) and 2 gals in San Sebastian.
JUNE- Early school PERIOD. BTW,I did NEW friends.SAME as ALWAYS.
JULY- I joined SC.Unfortunately,I lost but it's okay. I gained friends though.
AUGUST-Review in school made my days wasted AGAIN but one of those days,I celebrated my birthday(with Pat).I also celebrated it ,for the second time(earlier) with few of them only.
SEPTEMBER-Is it the month we took the deadly test in Bahrain?If so,it was a great experience.I missed going out without my parents.FREEDOM!
OCTOBER-It was very busy!We began to do our thesis(BULLY!),OKOR practice(harder) and SWAG practices.
NOVEMBER-We were such a busy bees.Nov.5-Nov.7,the time we went to Bahrain,competed and brought home the BACON'S.I thought it will be a rest for me but thesis was not yet finished until we overcame it.It also highlighted the Bivouac where I got a scar.such an EPIC!I didn't had fun.Anyways,we also went to different schools to take UST and MAPUA entrance exams.
DECEMBER-Last month of the year,made it really special for me. I got some info about someone.*EHEM* It was nice to hear but I won't expect.We also had a cheering where I had time to know more about my friends.
so HI! 2012 :) PLEASE BE GOOD! :)
Kanina hinahanap ko yung bestfriend ko daw according dun sa kasama ko kanina.
Guess what?Teacher ko lang pala sinasabi niya.
Anyway,iba kasi yung hinanap ko eh.UNA,si SIRA.PANGALAWA si "ganyan naman kayo eh,kung kelan kelangan nandun kayo".hehe!nakakaewan bakit sila pa yung pumasok sa isip ko ng tinawag na bestfriend.
SOREH naman nangungulila ako sa bestfriend eh :))
CORNEH. T______T
nakakahinayang lang kasi.sayang yung friendship eh.gaguhan lang pala.
Totoo bang. . . .Ang babaeng sobrang LUNGKOT
Madaling mahulog ang loob sa lalaking unang magCO-COMFORT ?
Nakita ko tong post na to.Sa UNA palang tinamaan na ko.
Pero buti nalang,buti nalang talaga.MANHID ako.
At ngayon,feeling ko,ang LOYAL ko parin sa taong hindi na dapat iniisip.
SALAMAT nang mabuti.MAS mabuti ngayon buhay ko.
at BUTI di pa ulit ako nahuhulog.
SAAN sa bangin?jokes.ang corny eh.
I didn't expect that person have said "PLASTIC" just in front of me just because I just said "OK" without smiling.Then I knew it,I'm the BAD one. I know I'm a bitch but in a right way.It's just that I hate being called,"PLASTIC" by a person you trust.I really didn't expect.It hurts. I changed in a good way because I don't like fights anymore. I know the feeling. I ALWAYS feel that.
Now,I feel I don't need to trust people AGAIN. I hate being "naiwan sa ere" person again.I don't want to waste my tears.Please ,just give me a BREAK! I'm tired and sick of all these Kiss n' tell, front stabber,pride lovers,drama queens and of course,OROCANS!
WAIIIIITTT! I'm a plastic too according to them.THANK YOU! You really crumpled the paper.THINK of it,TRUST will never be the SAME.I wish there's someone who'll change you ----THE CHANGE I wanted you to be.............those people I knew you were. GAAH! I thought this year will be AWESOME just like others have said.
But what? I just cried thrice AS OF NOW.What can I expect?More!YEY!Good luck.
Sorry but sometimes I wish I never knew you. I wish I'll never know more people like you. I wish this year will end soon. I'm tired of being a f*cking innocent who alway ignore what you said even it really hurts my feelings.
Guys,it's not wrong if you correct or you sarcastically joke,ask,or whatsoever a person you are really close too and it's in a right way. It's just ""Sticks and stones may break my bones / But words will never hurt me" doesn't exist.That's so nonsense.HURTING words will ALWAYS leave a mark at our hearts whenever someone will make a scratch to it.Do you think the mark will heal?No of course,thus it will leave as a SCAR---marks forever.
Being a senior doesn't mean it's the END.It doesn't mean the pressure is less.In fact, it's harder-more exams,less hours of sleep or no sleep actually and more competition than I thought.Of course,issues are more intriguing.That's why there's the Playing safe,denial one,know-it-all dummy,rumor spreaders and the hardest to deal with-PLASTICS. Some said senior year are the best but so sorry,as of now,our batch is kind of not the ideal one. Why -o- why! These kind of jerks exist.
Mom asked me if where do I like to study 4th year.I just said-"Saudi" even my brain was telling me "Philippines is much better.More human to socialize,less people know you that much,bitterness never stays there."But no,I just said that I wanted to study here in Saudi because of those TRUE friends waiting me there.I went back,not because I want to graduate in a foreign land but because of them.And to those who back stab me.Goo luck!I won't fight back anymore.I'm so tired of your dramas you often deny and just make another story,for us to become bad.Then you'll spread it soon.Please,just shut your mouth or else I'll break your bones,seriously.:|
So eto ako,nagbibilang na ng aking mga araw. Ang saya ng feeling na iiwan mo na ang pinakaayaw kong school year. Sobrang relief talaga na sa wakas magbabakasyon ako kahit masakit parin isipin na nagsisimula na akong ayawan ang pumasok. Kasi naman,kala ko kapag 3rd year, masaya at maraming mangyayari.Siguro nga kinakarma ako kasi masama ako.Hindi naman kasi maalis sa akin maging masama.Kasi pinanganak na akong may sungay,di nga lang nagpapakita kasi mabait ako ng konti.KONTI lang. Sabagay,ngayon rin ako nagkaroon ng sangkatutak na haters dahil sa kagandahan ko.Joke lang. Dahil, maraming insecure.Mga paranoid kasi gusto nila maging mataas. Oh well,mali kasi yung kinalaban nila kasi wala naman ako sa taas pero masama ako galit man o hindi. Isa pa,mga kaibigan ko rin kasi dagsa ng haters kaya ganon. Mga INSECURE nga. Oh isa na yun. Pangalawa,nakakalungkot kasi may mga taong paasa sa lahat ng bagay na nabubuhay parin. Nakakainis at masarap silang murahin. Sabihin na nating mga B*TCH sila,mapababae man o lalaki. Pangatlo, maraming away ang nangyari,sa labas man o sa loob. Ang bwisit pa,sineseryoso pa.muntanga lang.Ano bang mapapala kung papatulan mo yung nanggago sayo. Gaganda ka pa ba?Well,ako kasi yan...I mean isa ako dyan. May lahi akong warfreak eh. Pero minsan lang ako mang-away ng tao. Nasa AYOS pero malutong.Baka maulanan ka ng !%$$#$@.
Pero kahit ganun kapait nangyari sa year na ito,wala ako magagawa.Kailangan ko parin pumasok sa darating na school year.Titiisin ko nalang mga pagmumukha nila. Gaguhan pala gusto nila. Welcome to hell,b*tches.
 I started watching this-Lovely Complex.I don't know when it was been shown but the good thing is that I discovered it.The time I knew about the TALL girl,I realized that if I'll have a chance to see the guy I used to chat for ages,we'll look like them. I saw a picture of him and he looks short or maybe a taller than me for about an inch.I don't know but I'm just assuming. But I know this imagination of mine will never happen.
Oh,just to share, I'm kinda feel left also just how the girl,"Risa"(I remembered her name) feel in that anime show. How ironic!I think,I'll never had a chance to see my prince charming.Where are you?Geez.My emotional disorder are attacking me again......
You!you're so bitter!I don't know why but we're naturally MEAN!No one can stop us.If you're actually referring to both of us or maybe one of us as you're famous ANON,then you're so lucky.Be thankful,we're not in the mood to take advantage of your being MAHANGIN!We're kind to animals.How did you figured out that we're making fun of you?Excuse me,we're not,we did it because we're just asking!That's why it's called ask.By the way,how come you figured out too that we're FRIENDS? We're very sorry but you're name has never been on our list.Bitch pls! MOVE ON...
This serve as a reply to your less than f*cking perfect recent posts in your blog.
UTUT MU!
Expectation.Ayan ang sakit niyan lalo na kapag hinde galing sa iyo kung hindi sa iba.Kasi hindi naman ako yung taong mahilig mag-expect kasi natuto na ako to EXPECT LESS pero bakit ganun.Bakit kelangan pang sa ibang tao manggaling yung mga expectations na mga yun. WTF lng.Pero walang magagawa,doon na ako lumaki.Puro nalang judge ng tao,kaya siguro conscious ako lagi.At dahil doon,dinadagsa na rin ako ng haters. Pero okay lang,sabi nga nila NAGLOLOKOHAN lang ata kami.Sana dati pa pala akong nagpakawild,nagpakawindang at nagpakatanga para hinde mukhang trying hard lang ako kahit ginagawa ko na man ung best ko.Sige babawi ako.Babawi ako sa kabataan ko.Gagawin ko lahat ng masasaya.Para party party! :>:>:>
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